Into his eyes...

February 2

                 As I talk to my friends Xela and Erev there is another 4 students in a school bench playing
cards; this group caught my attention because their laughs and joy was overwhelming. Xela noticing my interest ask do you like any of does boys to what I angrily reply NOOOOO why they are not in smart group class like us i can't like any of those guys never you are definitely crazy. Erev laugh and said " ha I have hear that before".

february 8

           The days keep passing and for some odd reason I keep finding in any hallway in any corner that guy yes that guy, the one with the intriguing look playing cards that day but why did it bother that much to see him and why i have to see him now everyday i haven't notice him before ugh this is just not feeling ok.

february 9
                  hi! say the guy as i turn to look at him I'm shaking  why do this guy is talking to me? who told him he could?  I stared at him "are you going to talk to me "  ohh yes hi who are you anyways?
he answers does you feet hurt? and why is he asking me that ? ehhh no why "well you seem in pain" huh i walk that way what is he talking about? "sorry if I bother you i will let you alone" wait don't go whyyy I'm asking him to stay no let him go let him go " why did you talk to me was it really cause you think I was in pain? " not really something about that day " what day? yes you know the day you look at my eyes when i was playing cards and I lost first time ever and my friends make that huge celebration they finally win "  how in the world he knew I was looking at him ohh please earth open and let me fall in.

february 11

             ohh I can't wait to get to school and talk to him but why I'm not supposed to like him he aint for me he is not a 4.00 student like me what can he had in a future nothing he won't be able to get in any college ugh but he is so but so ummm I need to get my self together I can't have a boyfriend my goal is to get into college but what if he talks to me ohh does my hair look ok ? ohh boo I'm running out of gel!!!!!

11:30 am
               here he comes ohhhhh no breath just breath don't do anything he is just a boy he is just a boy. "hi" are you talking to me?  ohhhhhhhhhh that smirk wonder how will it be like to kiss a boy to kiss him.  Hey hehe no I wasn't but I can now !! did i really flirt with this boy ohhhh heavens help me
" so I noticed I have never ask your name and honestly school cutest girl is not in your birth certificate"  wow did you really say that " I know lame but I try"  ha well I will give you 6 chocolates just for trying. " are we in a competition now ? I still don't know your name ms. ???"  Nairobi you? "Timothy but they call me Timmy."  do you have a boyfriend" say yes Nairobi say yes NO I DONT why in the world I say no. "interesting want to have lunch here" I didn't know we where having our lunch together " well is up to you i meant is obvious that friend of yours don't like me" who Josh he is my best friend a little overprotective thats all. "it looks like he wants more than that" nah he is just like a brother I promise. why I'm explaining this to him whyyyyyyyy????

february 14
                   why go to school i have no boyfriend at all and all girls will be with their little friends and doing stuff blah I wish didn't have chemistry test so i could just stay home any ways who does that who gives a test in valentines day probably a single looser like me......
                 
11:30
               Josh why do we hate valentines day so much ? " Nairobi really again we have talk about this every day for about a whole month?  sorryyyyy I'm just upset. "why now? don't that stupid boy wants with you? I have no clue he didn't even came to school today he says stuff that make me really think he does but them nothing ever happens ugh i think I'm so ugly. "Nairobi don't even go there you are well you are my best friend and I think you are great" great won't get me a boyfriend. " since when you want one isn't getting into college your goal?"  since I look into his eyes....

february 15

               "Good morning"  oh hi Timothy "wait now I'm timothy? are you mad at me what I did?
nothing thats the problem. "wait whats wrong I don't get it Nai?" is Nairobi forget about it I'm just in a bad mood pay no mind and go away your distracting me. "ummm your mad at me and i won't leave until I know why" boo go away. " tell me" I can't I don't even know why but today I just want to cry when i see you. " don't say that" is true I'm angry at you but i have no idea why . "hey look at me please tell me how you feel" I well I {I can't believe I'm kissing him} Ohh I'm so sorry please Timmy I'm sorry "don't be" {is he kissing me ?} why you didn't came yesterday? "so thats why you angry?" maybe why didn't you? "because I didn't have a girl to pass the day with" but ME what about me ?
"ohh Nai Im sorry I never thought you will accept me" accept you? what you mean? "like you know your boyfriend"  WHAT???? BOY I BEEN DYING FOR YOU TO ASK.  " we have a winner " ummm that smirk  is that your way to say we are officially dating? " I can't let you die right"

the way his lips feel when he kiss me the way i feel I'm so scared....

blog? what is that anyway ?...

Well hi! first of all I'm here back not knowing how i started or why but I do have a blog and my question is why i have a blog? then it hit me because I let my imagination go here because I write the small stories I have all over my brain because I can be free. I have no clue what having a blog is or how to make people follow it all I know is I'm going to used it and to express and let my imagination free here where I can say it where there is no restrictions yup I will and lets the stories beguing